Trust The Process
Uncommon Attention counter culture contagion or simply new age post modern refurbishing refinishing steaming garbage?
Siri put all my cards on the table. Let's lift the curtain show them the in-network working of clutter an Khaos that is a inspiring writers inner worlds.
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Night brings good counsel
He she it is the masculine feminine of English animate vs in anmite
Naive to think your flare will repair a measuring stick. The problem ain't happiness data dash board but that fact you where measuring in the first place.
These are the same creditors that always cause the problem. Your pet issue is states on there global agenda. If you got a hard head but I bigger heart. I guess I'm gonna have to try to find a way to forgive you. Because your gonna have to go find out.
Fuck around succeed to into a predator creditor your self . I personally think even the counsel of niccea was multi cultural. Angry bold little dick white men run the world is a modern spin
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Serrrrune Ummm
Is the safe word if you can't continue dear reader. Make sure you get that Dawn sunlight just like are dark skin middle eastern purple anus pedo Christos. Arrest in a public park sentenced to state execution via crucifixion. For running child abduction rings an pedophilia rituals. On the scenes he had purple loin cloths in hand an screaming young boy fleeing holding his back side. His last words I thirst I thirst.
Snapple Fact Alan Dules an Sidney Gottlieb (August 3, 1918 – March 7, 1999) both had club foot an speech impediment
Throw away virology an the DSm5
RFK openly talks about monkey testing and phrenology eugenics from 100 years ago and nobody bats an eyelash.
Discusses the work of S. Grof, K. Godfrey, and H. Voth on the use of LSD in the treatment of alcoholics
The foot notes of marx or Huxley or Albrecht Dürer. People would kill for this. They chase down the remnants of
Even lesser known Hezekiah Usher (1615 – May 14, 1676) of Boston.
Running around obsessive compulsively collecting cans as if that will ever finance my future.
I truly and pit of my being despised my fellow writers.
How f****** dare you have friends. Healthy relationships warm safe large homes or flats European degenerats that you probably don't even or flats whatever you call them that you don't even.
You probably don't even appreciate you're in a bout of depression right now. Worse a semi known or successful writer that's generated any income at all from your musings. You somehow have enough money to go visit the space museum in Georgia backpack across whatever country. Mockingly choose to live like a dirt farmer or begger. And a quest to teach yourself some f****** humility or generate some mediocre happiness. All My Friends are Dead. The ones that aren't are in prison and mad because I didn't send them canteen or letters. The few remaining are are in worse shambles than myself. I suppose I could extract the benefits you have but it would come with strings I can no longer pay as a fully grown nearly 35 year old man child. Everything from placating and enticing me to return to shooting cocaine with them. To whatever convoluted scheme they got going today most of which of the equivalent of running out of target with a TV faster this time. Maybe have the truck waiting at the back door. None of which have bared fruit for them and most. Still trying the same failed strategy from high school or middle school. Get somebody else to return your stolen b******* from home Depot so it comes back on their ID this time. Yes I am pinky and you sure are the brain. Further still there's an even tiny or fraction minority of the actually successful. An who the f*** wants to talk to them. You became a real estate agent finish college got married have a 401k. Working for your successful not failed family business. Became an MMA fighter now have the gym. I'm just kidding I know you were still f****** ups. You gyms have failed three times. You didn't know nothing about your landlord wanting to cuck you and it being taboo for gym members to pay for said membership.
I love you guys I will always have time for you. Wish I still had cauliflower ear so I could look tough too. I've nailed the no teeth like the hockey players and it's not working. Don't have to catch herpa-Syiphil-aids to fit in but. You could at least contract the non Indian Asian version supposedly curable one through five version of hep c. Don't you want to fit in?
Even more pathetic on my part.
Wish I was still drug addled. Not possessing shame could probably use them to create gig jobs for myself. I'll babysit your cat and your kids clean the pool mow the lawn even get rid of the leaves that only one spot once a year your town takes. I cleaned not only my room but my ma dukes house Grand mammy auntie's and three associates just because people who live in pigsties bother my OCD. I can make Jordan Peterson's head spin... It's putting my own life in order not others that's the trouble. I truly think I'm going to die with the mind of a 14-year-old. As we speak my fingers back especially swollen for no reason feet. As spontaneously and uncontrollably as my inability to hold the consistent single thought let alone jot it down on a sketch pad. They fire as often as my fog brain.
Qudobao has shrimp streak an black bean protein bowl on demand fake supply side inflation be damned . If your not dope sick an unable to eat. Can't fathom your lack of gratitude. Instead of How it's made showing rythmic an robot assembly lines. Maybe they should cover the series of dirty jobs. Including factory farming commerical fishing an simple water an sewage treatment facilities it's take to deliver that mania from heaven. Even if transactions globalist swine free trade has been around. In one form or another since B.CE. The fact we can all eat like God king's pharaohs exporter jews an Catholic bishops. Should not escape us moods in the moment be damned.
Back to my for profit recycling mania. Hopefully I don't start a trend an release the entrepreneurial spirit which leads directly to cartel an monopoly privilege. Plus the Asians an long term homeless have nearly already corned the market. Redemption centers are closing even pre 2020 plandemic. They where nickel an dimming you . Most places that take more than Shaw or stop shop store brand available soda pop. You know beer cans wine bottles. The vast majority of plastic jugs that say your state an 5cents on the bottom or top. Literally got to the point we're they gave you only 4 cents a container. Maybe that's why they ultimate closed as well. Especially in the north east one that we're ran by Asians. They had to pack up shop. When we realized they where literal recycling America.
Just kidding lol maybe 🤔.......
Everything from your old device which to to Pakistan to the steal from controlled demolition whoops plane crashes on September 11th 2001. Have now been shredded to pieces an scattered across the earth. Coincidentally the house bill including bio weapons by Dennis kucinich. That was mysteriously amended before it passed. Was also pushed threw in 2001
Future reference when the perverted delusional ethos new morality of for the many isn't the kerberos front paw I mean foot. The narcissist God head will selfishly whisper. Does man not have to strain. Force lower himself to even pretend to care about the whims full agency or simply hive mind chemical signals of a ant hill worker bugs. When they happened apon the cruel fate of crossing paths. If your not in full blown meditation mode or virtue signaling penitence do you even examine what ever just made the squishing sounds beneath ones feet?
If your not already a shoeless hippy I think not!
Wish I was a chat GPT then I could fucking sleep.
God damn it Mona Lisa the mdwa Apollon hecate Satan or the muse. Reveal yourself to me like shadows dancing in forest . Eclipse me an cradle me in fear an wonder an terror. Like my imagination peering threw the pitch black ghastly contorting limbs of the tree's.
How wonderful for my to know.
The Rhode island eugenics registry office became the human genome project. Most of modern science is based of crystallography which became everything form epigenetics to electrospectrocomy radio carbon dating an telemetry. There all math based or purely computational quantitative modeling computer projections. No basis in reality. Yet they reach threw like daemonic archons. Producing endless real world consequences gobbling up devouring your life force draining your energy an emotions running the clock out of your short candle on flicking in the wind on this earth.
This has been nothing but a curse. Predicting the future an saying I told you so. To dolts whom have always treated you from mildy retards eccentric. Still possessing no clue what the fuck your talking about. Is painful an unrewarding.
Can't say the dang word for early negative image. I do know it goes back all the way till the shroud of Turin. Dying fabrics an canvases required intimate sophisticated earth science an chemistry expertise. That are as old as time. Your ancestors are not primitive. The whole notions of progress is a diluted deluded an disrespectful as my bad an tasteless tactless ethereal
καλϝός (kalwós) beautiful
τύπος Poke beat an hopefully impression
Chapter 1. Master plan sabatthOoonA Oooiistrus
Dear reader the truth is stranger than fiction. This is one fools journey. I have made many many many mistakes. Wonder how history will record this era? Watching vicariously it seems turbulent an tumultuous. Those very same force serve as stability in our time. The very existence of the front line creates a focal point. The further away the less directly impacted is a powerful illusion.
Oneness is real.
Polaris the brightest observable star from the time of ancient Egypt sumeria Assyria Crete in Greece to my time 2023 half way threw one mortals life span. The average in my time was alleged to be 72 years and have fallen from 81 or some bullshit. .Anything over hundred is considered long. 119 is the record.
The earth may be flat I have no conclusive evidence one way or the other.James Van Allen radiation belt is the furthest we have gone
640 to 58,000 km (400 to 36,040 mi).
Frank Olsen Hotel Pennsylvania
See ya later have a nice trip see you next fall.
1938: The drug is first synthesized by the Swiss chemist Albert Hofmann in the Sandoz (now Novartis) laboratories in Basel, Switzerland. Hoffman was trying to come up with a respiratory and circulatory stimulant, but created a hallucinogen. Seems the Sibylline priestess prophetess an the great mysteries are as relevant as ever.
May have saved my worthless meat suite in hindsight to steal there terminology. Being public to the extreme has brought me nothing but heartache.
Another masters tool mathiness an truthiness.
Nearly always come back to the pareto distribution 1% of 1% of 1%. There is nothing natural about this distribution. It's the surest sign something is wrong.
These are the people you just win freinds an influence. That's the title of a famous Multi level marketing guru from the 21th centuries novel.
Making this statement funny in multiple dimensions.
Trying to find the smallest number of audible understandable sounds has been an obsession of the linguist philologist unfortunately.
Leave proper Grammer spelling an punctuation to the systemizers with to much time on there hands.
The cross the swastika star of David have survived across the entire planet for 10 of thousands of years.
The vedas thought to be one of the oldest religious faith practice's known to man .
Believe the big ban origin story of the universe was the sacred sound Um.
Personally I think it's an orgasm but we will never know. When mythologist an biologist geneticist alike say it's all about sex dick shapes and holes they aren't kidding. Korea to this day still has something effectively known as dick island. We sprits it up a little call them fasci or phallic shape see also fascism flung as an insult . Usually devolving down to calling them a cunt or dick head. In the absurd synchronicities is where truth is gleened. The willingly ignorant payed blind and dogmatic. Claim to worship at the alter of so called logic see hear an feel only schizophrenia discomfort if not outright pain from the confusion. The lions share do deserve forgiveness.
Once the necromancer's victim speaks it into existence says it truly with all there being.
Then they are beyond redemption your life more like 10 life times isn't long enough to claw them out of the depths of that cursed abyss.
Kicking screaming biting punching resenting you for every inch forward instead of back into the drowning darkness. Once missery loneliness listlessness comforts your soul your finished.
Depressing and cruely instant gratification an convience is one side of the diabolic coin. One of the archons most potent Malays still just one tool there bag of tricks and foul deceptions.
Chance luck fortuna is a virtue a great spirit sacred being to be venerated worshipped.
The tool be it infused with pharmakia magic or inanimate is just that a tool.
The wielders will decided which rate frequency tempo force direction it shall be swung
It has many great powers.
The ones that gave most served me.
The ability to turn the tides snatch a victory from defeate.
If it's a chemical illusion or not. Making games an play out of the Boeing unfair or tedious.
Some runners up accepting of consequences as sever as death in this is literally a power of renewals.
Starting fresh
Those whom think they have cheated chance always suffer in the end your only cheating yourself.
See blasphemy of statistics under mathinees an truthiness. Famous balderdash about coin flips and heads winning 51% of the times the larger the set of flips and longer you play.
What is not said is tails wins just as often if not more in the short term. It's as if nature being itself wants you to bet the proverbial farm or not play at all.
Therefore The wisdom is kindness care attentiveness in acting in conservation. That way Even the house an book maker can hold no sway over your destiny.
You are ensured a fair roll by fortuna.
Feel free to remember me most foundly as a babble merchant.
I've never tasted the finner things. For any meaningful length of time. Strain on personal relationships and obligations expectations never allowed me to enjoy partaking without guilt when I did. This is my great gap in knowledge.
One of many chinks in my ego armor.
Shifting perspective is a super power. Believing things can be distilled to a two dimensional simulation representation is the Achilles heel or my times parlance kryptonite.
Balance has got to be the lamest most useless rage inducing rule of thumb sage advice because it's every bit the most self evident the truest.
Even the way it's used in our launge as if Loki or some got of mischief came down of on high in bards drunken stupor to pen it himself for all the ages.
Balancing act trying to complete to tremendous acts with equal intentions. Your Balance for a bankers soul consuming credit ledger what's owed after night of debauchery at the local tavern. The place where an air bubble in level plumb line goes to show your even.
Finance love death an taxes this trashy sub par advice Burrow's an protrudes. The more one ignores this the equally great the catastrophe await around the corner . With a sentence like that if you don't see what I mean I can't help you.
The why must be hercules 8th undiscovered labour.
The why will drive a peaceful content satiated man off a cliff. Mysteriously bite him in the ass If he ignores it.
The why is what keeps men imprisoned sane and what kills him.
The why forever dancing just on the top of men's tongues , the eureka moment that awakens you from a dream only to be snatched away ones you've drained the snake and wiped the sand from your eyes. Propels every bit as much as it ensnares.
Chapter 2. Homogeneous Homologous Homunculus Recombination
Those whom Tore apart the fabric of society.
Homologous recombination
Are now your Messiah.
The spinsters an puppets are payed to sheep herd you back to the church of woke.
William Henry Draper III (born January 1, 1928) is an American venture capitalist.
The price of Tomorrows NPC
Jim Marrs August 22 2018 heart attack
Todd Humphrey professor of aerospace UT Austin
One your eyes on a set of VR headset
Second he openly states that you can just put the headset on and see what you want to see.
For instance make the homeless problem disappear
President of the foundation of economic trends Jeremy riFkin
Mother f***** who's always there.
Singing of the triumphs and the legends of future wonders.
Legitimizing any and all previous collateral if we only look to the Future.
Creating a veil of normality to the unnatural and abhorrent conditioning are seeds more ways than one.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diamond_v._Chakrabarty
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_v._General_Electric_Co.
https://www.nytimes.com/1978/03/03/archives/oileating-bacterium-can-be-patented-by-ge-court-rules-in-32-vote-is.html
Soon things will start being altered simply Lost in translation from being rescribed and of course removed for State secrecy.
I'm not the right person for this job I'm just the only person for this job.
I've mostly lost money sleep friends because of this.
Maybe there will be someday but at the moment there is no clout no Fame no fortune waiting for me on the other side. Hell I don't even really see myself as a concerned parent necessarily.
There's not even space for my content amongst the myriad of catastrophe climate change to inflation to world war III the list never ends.
Unfortunately I am a vivacious learner.
I have a knack for permanently embedding somewhat useless information most would say.
I can't seem to elephant brain anything that would offer me financial reward or upward mobility haha.
You guys know that song from the '70s both the Needle and the damage done.
Feeling something like that Jewish guilt forcing my hand.
See the people around me Haggard exhausted and spun out when they're not even high. This wasn't how it was supposed to be.
Now please realize that this trigger something and you.
You need to do the research.
You may have expertise or life experience unique to your situation. These are the things that help us put the puzzle together and get to a place of clarity.
If not you can talk this up to some kind of neuroticism impulsive behavior caused by depression and chemical imbalance in the brain.
Hell maybe you can get in early on the next biotech stonk promising to address it.
Super chat feature on YouTube is already like digital panhandling.
Attention is already being referred to as a currency.
Unfortunately I have old enough to have participated in the real world.
No emphatically I got the f*** you face if people will not give me a literal dime.
As a 14-year-old they literally wouldn't even let me be 50 cents short getting on the train I had to go outside and beg for 3 hours in the rain.
Comparing this to a friend whom only ever had to ask and he would receive.
This seems anecdotal but remember this going forward.
This is supposed to be the promise of technological revolution and progress.
Yet it's the same old s*** with a new shiny wrapping.
I going to tell you panhandling is associated with shifting through dirts and shallow River beds looking for gold flakes.
So maybe stemming or starting a tech startup company may have been a better terminology.
I have this Helter skelter scatterbrain style that you will either immediately be repulsed by or love my sincerest apologies up front dear reader.
Immediate cross boarder payments blockchains most insidious function
From 1919 to 1921, he worked for National City Bank in New York City. He later worked for Bankers Trust Company from 1923 to 1927, and then Dillon, Read & Co. from 1927. In 1937, he was made a vice president of Dillon Read. Dillon Read promoted bonds of the Soviet Union after its recognition by the US government in 1933. Dillon Read also underwrote millions of dollars worth of German industrial bonds in the United States in the 1920s and 1930s.[3] He worked for Dillon Read until 1953.[2]
Public service
Everyone is a far right extremist or leftiod or racist interoperable labaste an simultaneously discredit.
Angry fear resentment are the armorments of our own demise.
The mission poison the self till your must sever the extremities of oneself definitely narcissistic ailments.
The treacherous split tongue son of a guns.
Whom bennifited so magnificently dismantling the country the last 100 50 20 years. Depending whom you ask how academically they date it.
Are now The architects of our great leap into the future. That fact alone should at least inspire pause or caution....
The banksters and fund managers collateralizing selling off industry for decades to the third world.
Are now held up to scold the deplorables.
. BABBLE-MERCHANT
… an old English slang word, literally meaning “someone who sells nonsense noise.”
Soothsayer fetch is more per pound
Inspires saintly monk like behavior in time of great tomos tumult
Downside messages preached from the bully pulpit I never heard let alone acted on as intended.
Happen perverted and inverted to suit whomever's means and ends.
Richard Grannon
13. PRATEPIE
Prate has meant “to chatter” since the 15th century, and probably originally referred to the clucking of hens and poultry. The “pie” of pratepie comes from magpie, a bird that, like many other members of the crow family including jackdaws, jays, and choughs, has long been seen as a proverbially very vocal, garrulous creature.
Atomic bomb cause by creating giant magnet 🧲
Penis extension marketing increase magnetic ability already got the marketing term down lol .
South side seed experiment
Perfect geometry water dipole lanterns.
Chapter 3. Lizzard People Blood Lines
After the fork In the road
News letter name
Earth is demonically demonstrably Negotropic
Harmonics alpha theta beta ect.
Ban from mastodon new record less than 12 hours
Cyclical time Hindsight is surely 2020
The series of 1920 1820 1720 1220 repeating
Not talking about how 1990 then 2007 2012 look like 1930 for XYZ
Can't write on the mountain I can't write on a car
Don't know nothing yet I've traveled so far
Mindless search a hym less lurch
Fear is spreading. Still haven't the slightest clue what I'm dreading.
Is it intelligence or cowardice that drives the hedging?
Buried an forgotte like beer cans an nips at the top of the granite heap
Are societys hopes an dreams
Cracks of the twigs.
Maybe the ghost of the natives are playing the wrong game taking back there lump of flesh one causality at a time.
Russell just beyond the visual plane.
The wind changes direction.
Pressure drops in the air
Those things that engulf the child in Glee.
No frighten the s*** out of me
What happened to wonder?
Anticipation elation burgeoning on temptation
Give you three examples that not even just make you go wow those are creatively linked.
Make you wake up in a cold sweat for the next several months haunted by the pungent odor of the onion.
Just how many parelles my three topic examples where relayed to the larger narrative.
Getting ships cargo worth of pre fabricated goods delivered to your isolated post fall prepper location.
You are the main stream.
I'm here for the city boys just starting to Peirce threw matrix an inevitable entering a I must prepare faze.
Going on hiking or camping trip day dreaming about survival eating handfuls of un tanned unwashed acorns thinking the soapy bitter taste .
Is one the price of intelligence too rugged survival.
Getting violently I'll realizing how limited your abilities are.
Uprooting swiftly an irradicly while ostracizing loved one. The same ones whom gave your mentally ill ass the time of deceny of the benefit of the doubt.
Is a terrible I'll prepared stratagem.
n in New York, Robert was one of the three children of Billie (nee Osheyack)
debonair urbane suave dapper
Memento Mori
Whelp here we are again!
Clearly my stars have not aligned. Some more teeth have rotted. My back pain in morning headache have become a ritual routine. You see greatness doesn't flash in the pan it shimmers. You keep your nose to the grindstone hustlers. Someone else will figure out how to monetize you……
Even the grammar Nazis are being offered to moloch as sacrifice on the altar of automation. Maybe when we saw the Dragon speech software infomercial. 3 months in it became apparent it was only half a grift. Should have seen the writing on the wall. Counting on degradation of the individual human. Is a fool's errand like holding your breath and waiting for change. Writing made the human neuro pathways for memorization measurably dumber. In terms of the March for progress didn't even hiccup. Soon your iPhone will come with an automated psychiatrist and wellness check. I have never received nor will I accept formal training. If my syntax angers you to physical outbursts. Now is the time to sign off and go kick rocks. Hilarious and ironic being both aggressive ignorant and adversarial is perfectly acceptable in hip hop. As a prose it's deemed immature and childish. The same people will pound into your head to hold your reader's attention.
The best writers are like dope dealers.
They always leave you pounding the table for your next fix. There first chapter is akin to the first crack hit. Peaks your curiosity pumps you full of dopamine norepinephrine serotonin. Instant nostalgia recorded by our ape brains. Sadly it doesn't matter what follows or even if it was better than the previous writings. We just crave more like a hungry ghost.
It's sunny but frigid day. Yesterday there was a mild snowstorm temperatures dropped overnight. Now everything is covered like a grainy distorted image and a layer of white with black flakes. The most Serene thing especially from a city dwellers point of view. Has got to be frozen silence. Maybe that's what you yoga enthusiasts should picture as you try to achieve Zen or enlightenment.
Since I've begone my life long supposed to be a dastardly dash is turned into a marathon of drug addiction. I found myself more able to elaborate on any individual or intangible part.
Totally unable to tie the knot and cross the finish line. Weave together a story or narrative coherently. This is how I know sky gods are real. On the omnipresent omnipotent being with an infinite amount of time and resources. Could device such silly comical Petty and grandiose peculiarities.
Examine for yourself please. I use an example of the atheist and statisticians recoil and anger at the mention of. The same guy won the lottery seven times. On top of being a magical account number it's highly unlikely but not impossible as the rational-minded people frantically repeat to themselves. Most authors don't become great until they're dead. Michael Jackson could have any man or woman of any color on Earth in any country arguably. In his mind would fantasize about children instead all day. This one's a little bit of personal opinion and conjecture. It seems the wealthiest and most able amongst us. Are so enraged and enthralled by homeless and outcasts. They resent everything about them to the point where it appears to be jealousy. Actively spend their own personal fortunes and precious precious time to lobby for systemic punishment of them.
I pray to the creator God. Will my pen to paper. Curse me a thousandfold. Levy an Heap mental physical and spiritual pain upon me. Everyday nay every hour nay every second I failed to commit to my craft.
Smite my speculation smite my doubt.
Burn away all but the doing. Grant me rest reprieve and comfort only in the being.
The point where ink meets canvas.
Has always been art of war. Something beyond a fool whom seeks safety in writing an arts.
The most absolved is the least worthy of note hymn or ballad….
A young overweight woman training hard.
Is a process of catharsis. Inner voice a guiding light becoming palpable decipherable to all whom care to believe.
This process can never be duplicated synthesized cloned or repeated.
Come with me an transcend time an space.
My spirit Souljah hold it down with grace
One verse of premonition fools acting like they not only heaven sent but have long established vintage
All a wise man See's is scatter shot blurry pieces of a hopefully the corner of an image
I didn't know it was gonna be associated with if I could eat today Fuck-Ahh-Youuuu
Adding to Google maps 10 other similar impact projects when my food stamps credits run out.
Mindlessly completion of surveys or trivial repetitive low level coding to feed the singularity.
There idea of jobs program for those whom can't be absorbed by the private sector.
Authoritarians management of the human refuse there system intentionally created an worse justification for expansions....
Chapter 4. No stake in the internal poker game with the anti man an UCLA punks
After the fork In the road
News letter name
Earth is demonically demonstrably Negotropic
Harmonics alpha theta beta ect.
Ban from mastodon new record less than 12 hours
Cyclical time Hindsight is surely 2020
The series of 1920 1820 1720 1220 repeating
Not talking about how 1990 then 2007 2012 look like 1930 for XYZ
Can't write on the mountain I can't write on a car
Don't know nothing yet I've traveled so far
Mindless search a hym less lurch
Fear is spreading. Still haven't the slightest clue what I'm dreading.
Is it intelligence or cowardice that drives the hedging?
Buried an forgotten like beer cans an nips at the top of the granite heap
Are societies hopes an dreams
Cracks of the twigs.
Maybe the ghost of the natives are playing the wrong game taking back there lump of flesh one causality at a time.
Russel's just beyond the visual plane.
The wind changes direction.
Pressure drops in the air
Those things that engulf the child in Glee.
Now frighten the s*** out of me
What happened to wonder?
Anticipation elation burgeoning on temptation
Give you three examples that not even just make you go wow those are creatively linked.
Make you wake up in a cold sweat for the next several months haunted by the pungent odor of the onion.
Just how many parallels my three topic examples where relayed to the larger narrative.
Getting ships cargo worth of pre fabricated goods delivered to your isolated post fall prepper location.
You are the main stream.
I'm here for the city boys just starting to Peirce threw matrix an inevitable entering a I must prepare faze.
Going on hiking or camping trip day dreaming about survival eating handfuls of un tanned unwashed acorns thinking the soapy bitter taste .
Is one the price of intelligence too rugged survival.
Getting violently I'll realizing how limited your abilities are.
Uprooting swiftly an iradically while ostracizing loved one. Hurling your rage at them for daring to doubt. The same ones whom gave your mentally ill ass the time of decency of the benefit of the doubt.
Is a terrible I'll prepared stratagem.
In New York, Robert was one of the three children of Billie (nee Osheyack)
debonair urbane suave dapper
Memento Mori
Whelp here we are again!
Clearly my stars have not aligned. Some more teeth have rotted. My back pain in morning headache have become a ritual routine. You see greatness doesn't flash in the pan it shimmers. You keep your nose to the grindstone hustlers. Someone else will figure out how to monetize you……
Even the grammar Nazis are being offered to moloch as sacrifice on the altar of automation. Maybe when we saw the Dragon speech software infomercial. 3 months in it became apparent it was only half a grift. Should have seen the writing on the wall. Counting on degradation of the individual human. Is a fool's errand like holding your breath and waiting for change. Writing made the human neuro pathways for memorization measurably dumber. In terms of the March for progress didn't even hiccup. Soon your iPhone will come with an automated psychiatrist and wellness check. I have never received nor will I accept formal training. If my syntax angers you to physical outbursts. Now is the time to sign off and go kick rocks. Hilarious and ironic being both aggressive ignorant and adversarial is perfectly acceptable in hip hop. As a prose it's deemed immature and childish. The same people will pound into your head to hold your reader's attention.
The best writers are like dope dealers.
They always leave you pounding the table for your next fix. There first chapter is akin to the first crack hit. Peaks your curiosity pumps you full of dopamine norepinephrine serotonin. Instant nostalgia recorded by our ape brains. Sadly it doesn't matter what follows or even if it was better than the previous writings. We just crave more like a hungry ghost.
It's sunny but frigid day. Yesterday there was a mild snowstorm temperatures dropped overnight. Now everything is covered like a grainy distorted image and a layer of white with black flakes. The most Serene thing especially from a city dwellers point of view. Has got to be frozen silence. Maybe that's what you yoga enthusiasts should picture as you try to achieve Zen or enlightenment.
Since I've begone my life long supposed to be a dastardly dash is turned into a marathon of drug addiction. I found myself more able to elaborate on any individual or intangible part.
Totally unable to tie the knot and cross the finish line. Weave together a story or narrative coherently. This is how I know sky gods are real. On the omnipresent omnipotent being with an infinite amount of time and resources. Could device such silly comical Petty and grandiose peculiarities.
Examine for yourself please. I use an example of the atheist and statisticians recoil and anger at the mention of. The same guy won the lottery seven times. On top of being a magical account number it's highly unlikely but not impossible as the rational-minded people frantically repeat to themselves. Most authors don't become great until they're dead. Michael Jackson could have any man or woman of any color on Earth in any country arguably. In his mind would fantasize about children instead all day. This one's a little bit of personal opinion and conjecture. It seems the wealthiest and most able amongst us. Are so enraged and enthralled by homeless and outcasts. They resent everything about them to the point where it appears to be jealousy. Actively spend their own personal fortunes and precious precious time to lobby for systemic punishment of them.
I pray to the creator God. Will my pen to paper. Curse me a thousandfold. Levy an Heap mental physical and spiritual pain upon me. Everyday nay every hour nay every second I failed to commit to my craft.
Smite my speculation smite my doubt.
Burn away all but the doing. Grant me rest reprieve and comfort only in the being.
The point where ink meets canvas.
Has always been art of war. Something beyond a fool whom seeks safety in writing an arts.
The most absolved is the least worthy of note hymn or ballad….
A young overweight woman training hard.
Is a process of catharsis. Inner voice a guiding light becoming palpable decipherable to all whom care to believe.
This process can never be duplicated synthesized cloned or repeated.
Come with me an transcend time an space.
Escape the Aion Give yourself Anionic life eternal. MegaChurch Jesus Yahweh Dionysus Apollon. You pick 2 for 19.99$
My spirit Souljah hold it down with grace
One verse of premonition fools acting like they not only heaven sent but have long established vintage
All a wise man See's is scatter shot blurry pieces of a hopefully the corner of an image
I didn't know it was gonna be associated with if I could eat today Fuck-Ahh-Youuuu
Adding to Google maps 10 other similar impact projects when my food stamps credits run out.
Mindlessly completion of surveys or trivial repetitive low level coding to feed the singularity. Surveys monkeys pardon the pun. Don't worry some predecessor of ChatGpt or Ben Goertzel. Well coagulate said data and steal your work anyways. Kinda like the non profit trackers that repackage fed data itemized an dot plotted for $375 a year at SimplyWall st affiliates or what ever.
There idea of jobs program for those whom can't be absorbed by the private sector.
Authoritarians management of the human refuse there system intentionally created an worse justification for expansions.…
See suicide hotline being sued not one not twice but three times for selling the data. Ferpa replacing HIPPA or Simple interoperability in computer programmer lingo.
Kary B. Mullis
The Nobel Prize in Chemistry 1993
Born: 28 December 1944, Lenoir, NC, USA
Died: 7 August 2019, Newport Beach, CA, USA
Prize motivation: “for his invention of the polymerase chain reaction (PCR) method”
Prize share: 1/2
Work
An organism's genome is stored inside DNA molecules, but analyzing this genetic information requires quite a large amount of DNA. In 1985, Kary Mullis invented the process known as polymerase chain reaction (PCR), in which a small amount of DNA can be copied in large quantities over a short period of time. By applying heat, the DNA molecule's two strands are separated and the DNA building blocks that have been added are bonded to each strand. With the help of the enzyme DNA polymerase, new DNA chains are formed and the process can then be repeated. PCR has been of major importance in both medical research and forensic science.
Chapter 5. Protection of the Neolibral order gives Pisces endless foot pain
Always the scenery to admire an isn't it not beautiful.
Ledger Services dates times records.
Talent scout magnet 🧲🧲
Written during the first snow of the year weeks before 2022. 03:03:03 A.m in the dead of night. Because I was cold an couldn't sleep long cold frigid ferocious night. Tossing turning rousing every 42 minutes too pee not even pee after the 4th time.
Can't live life like a parnoid schizophrenics no matter how amusing an or Amazing.
Especially in comparison to your boring mundane daily reality. Connect the dots is an mental masterbation even for a consement party of 1.
You really want spend your days wondering outrageous things.
Like this Thanksgiving some one gave me a big thick 40lb bird. Seems there is always a non profit with the ability to hand these things out in bulk no matter the bill.
My deranged mind fathomed if they where handing out corona virus analogs.
After all it fits the M.O. There is a cover story an plausible deniability. You would be labeled an asshole or a quack simply for asking. Honey is almost always a sweeter strategy than vinegar.
Takes a special breed. To waft there vinegar in air. Say take it or leave it.
I am what I am life is what it is. The course dealers an scam artist. Love to tell you about this statistics. Have no idea if it's true or not. My as well be easily plotted on a bell curve. Fits a skin deep or surface pareto distribution. With everything else there telling you. Giving you the false impression of deep old ancient religious wisdom.
Only 1% of can't believe I brain farted over achievers high performance people are alpha males. The rest are betas forget sigmas an omeagales. We are the boomers everything is binary.
Why would you to the forced vaccine route.
Have to persue mandates that no one wants. Need to scare the shit out a person.
Fill them with patriotism or some kinda hero worship. Your guinea pig Numero uno to save the woman an children of course. Invent long white washed detailed historical backgrounds. Even mass distribution of information narratives isn't as seamless as it's presented on the public facing foot.
Hand out boar loads of prize money threw federal subsidy. Do not believe even Hitler injecting meth an heroin speed balls intravenously. Would put his lot in in favor of this kinda whack a mole disorganized central planning.
Chapter 6. Progress is a Delusion
The more certtianty about anything evaportes. The more I think we are all the blinds leading the blind. Micro an macro is serious of cyclical cycles interacting. Like the moon pulling on the tides. The Celestial satalites pulling on the the earth. The sun pulling all of it to a center points. Then you zoom out agian. An we are a random start in an almost infinite networks. That infinite networks is just one random network of millions known as the milk way. Then that specture of light become distorted so much so you switch on the Uv spectrum an hit a massive wall of lingering radiations that looses all shap an context. Just like stxys night or chaos from Greek mythology. Even the god themselves thanos owner of 1 3rd of every mortal creatures time. Only has vague hints an prophetic rambles about what lay beyond the new horizons.
We so desperately want to confirm we are some modern zenith Pinnacle of creation.
The premitive neanderthals did XYZ an migrated to here here an here an where made extinct by homunculus B I mean homo sapien supremo's Maximus if not for B.1276 1/2 extenuating factor langue would not be possible.
The cosmic revelation of the quantum now the singularity boy does that sounds like something that alcoholic gallon Watts would reason excuse for abandoning his his children the data rapture
soph·ist·ry
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noun
the use of fallacious arguments, especially with the intention of deceiving.
"trying to argue that I had benefited in any way from the disaster was pure sophistry"
a fallacious argument.
plural noun: sophistries
You can always make more money but you can never make more time
Window of clarity opens up
Make hay while the sun shines
Dear reader
You've either got the memo or you need it shoved up your ass. Good writing is about idea in narrative form. Not your false belifes about the ever changing structure of modern laungage. How shallow I mean aesthetically pleasing the format is to the indigent gold star simpletons an there 5 hour Yelp reviews. They will demand you stick round pegs in square wholes till hell freezes over.
See how I opened with that, you never will Wana be novelist. If you keep worrying about following there pointless rules. Waisting time checking there I'm a retard to boxes. It's never going to get you the first chapter of Angels and demons fiction Novel by Dan Brown.
Being a home run right out of the gate for example . The standard plot says. You open with six pointless paragraphs that everyone is just trying to read through. Setting up a backstory. Acting as if it's an Olympic sport. To express the colors an textures of a house or region of the world in syntax form. There not hanging on every word. Devouring it like a
Pythagoras cup unable to slow down an sip it slow . Till they've read page to page front to back 3 times.
Making your own Picasso Rembrandt or even Moses parting the sea. The doing or the remembering or experience required to get you there. There will be many many many questions. Does the apostrophe go here will never be one of them. No matter if it goes there their or they're.
Going from Greek to Spanish to Latin to English to French the placement of the verbage changes. The words arbitraly take on male an femenine characteristics. Depending on some previous dumasses or committees musing. Where an astric or coma goes. Seems more like a forgotten calligraphy. Of naval gazing to predict the movements of celestial bodies. A derangeley masochisticly confusing endeavour. Not even an immortal would bat and eyelashes at deciphering. Laungage is fluid like wind an water. Filling the vessel trying to find equilibrium. Some even say it's literal magic. Words having the power to create crossroads spining an spooling threads of destiney an Fates altering humanity forevermore. What remians threw time isn't spell check you not limp wristed special little retard.
I mean dear reader. You just don't pass the scratch an sniff. Orewell or Plato for that matters work, is not still around. Based on there dogmatic adherence to some strangers proper annunciation an Grammer. They have literally crosssed the boundaries of time an space.
I have to remind myself to stop. That I'm waisting precious precious time even responding to your infantile belly aches. So I'm lumping all you gramar Nazis. into one giant schematics aschema archetype. Taking true aim an propelling joyously to any wicked rotten length. Without pause until the day comes I've belllitled an crush Goliath . The Halls of history nor Valhalla will be adorned with your name. In Shallow aesthetics or otherwise. You will not be remembered. You should be in the fetale position shaking crying an bellowing in terror. You have undisputedly earned it. Made pointing it out. A grand gesture of benevolent wisdom an mercy.
Free advice, Seek help ,call a third party. Have them hide all the booze an sharp objects. Stop showing your cards. Narcissistically projecting your uselessness. Spell check was automated out the gate. Only your special kind of retardedness. Could blindly stumble in the dark for eternity. Convincing your petty irrelevant self. Your adding one Iota of value what so ever. I pray you gouge an eye out one day an receive Horas blessing. This includes copy writers editors freelance institutional or voluntary. Every last one worthless eaters. Consuming the oxygen from actual creators you will never be. Stop trying kick the legs out from under your betters.
Forcing a college paper in a certain format. It's breeding a slave master relationship for future abuse later in life. Your sick in the head. Grooming the talented people to give up an give in before they begin shame forshame. The creator making you decrepit an unremarkable from cradle to grave is just desserts I guess ???
So you guys are absolutely obsessed you have devoted your life to this.
Should be able to answer the big question.
You religiously believe an thinks sentientness conscientious life is just electrical signals. If you layer enough algorithms you eventually have been neural network like a pheromone bee hive brain at the minimum. The only problem is process of power or lack there up. What is the human synapses in the trillions or something 100 billion I don't recall the number at the top of my head. And improved processing power has led to pretty cute impressive looking things. You're still mistaking magic tricks and deception for becoming sentient feeling thinking. Robots Are more than advanced abacus from 10,000 BC. Increasing your complexity will allow you to do cool things like mimic human facial expressions. It will never feel the pain or have the compiled experience that created those expressions. Updates are not hereditary lineages it's preposterous on its face. Polluting the world with evermore layers of sensors an feelers it's not going to birth the godhead. But the cosmic giggle is an will continue to punish you you are creating an open-air prison at a scale never even been conceived of before in human history. The havoc you have reaper and will reap will be unimaginable uncalculable a better description
Your rigid dogmatic demand for logical systemic thinking is your Achilles heal an you know it. That why you stoopid as low as trying to experiment with global hallucinogens. That in your worldview just elevates serotonin. Not allow you to hear or feel Gods presence or life force we don't even have the words to describe express. Yet you wish to code it blasphemy. Things like pain God beauty what is good will always be beyond the pale for your cold machines. Vein shallow attempts to incorporate the phallic logos or trinities or taoism am duality into your coding is a cruel irony a dark comedy. Markers an wisdom of the crowd as if there is any comparison.
This bottom one is bha housing project Replaced with a Public private partnership.
Siprra P20 P30 Pipeline an MPo's are real .
https://yaledata.yale.edu/services/decision-support/oracle-interactive-reporting-brio
An we ain't saving no more 😉