You must have been hanging by a thread for this one. Usually the one reminding everyone to keep there feet in the ground. For this seasons festivities thought we may forgo being down to earth really go bananas.
Personally I'm usually a rainbow chaser connoisseur. I'll admit it time travel folks I'm better than. The sound track of being a simple man is on repeat in my minds eye.
What if blood an thunder make waves an my blood boil is so much more than a nifty idiom? Check It bioluminescence, non quantum nanotechnology, observation and not sensitivity of the instrument all observed empirical phenomena.
Our best and brightest all Roger penrose's mentors an a lion share of self-express creatives at least considered if not fixated. I pulled some strings a little bird told me parallels between non locality and Qigong where far more than mere coin coincidence. Fact maybe the more paranoid amongst us have always been ahead of the curve. Older I get the more it seems. The thrashing go to those whom speak truth close to home. The liars an deceivers are Corraled as the price show pony lifted up for the world to admire.
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If you think we are in a simulation punch yourself in the dick it hurts every time. You are real hard headed. Go on slugger pop a nut. The pain triggering hallucinations. Will hold more merit than your computational simulation. Kill too birds with one stone much cheaper way to mental masterbate as well .
In every iteration of the world every perception shift. I like big bum long tongued woman. I can't comprehend the fascination. Even a burnt effigy or sacrifice. You have transmuted matter from one state to another. Entropy says the energy isn't created nor destroyed.
I thoroughly enjoy wadding threw the muck. Would be to convenient a cop out. For me to just claim I'm an interdimensional being. That just so happens to be powerless until some magic number of my simulation peers and worse NPCs. Have a trigger event forcing them to be enlightened. The ancients had superior earth science. You don't even need the annunaki the watchers metallurgy astrology telekinesis.
If anything we are to social. I'm not even so sure the mantra we are social creatures is our own. Most modern as in last 50 years public never mind classifieds studies. Have shown precognition is not only possible but has insidious and obvious practical application.
Always wanted a reason to work this into what ever you want to call these creative writing pieces. Yet another reason data an quantitative analysis math an statistics mean nothing can be made to argue for anything. If you ever get hurt an have limited mobility. If you simply do meat head bar bell curls or some kind of one arm lat pull pull down. Both arms will grow demonstrating we know nothing about genes let alone the circuitry and wiring of the brain. It's in no way in analog to light switches. Very little of it seems to be mechanical in any way an engineer could appreciate let alone manipulate. You have no business copy and pasting anything.
Fucking Drug addicts man.
Good thing I'm not in charge of anything or you all would be fucked scatterbrain is real.
Dear reader it's about 2:00 a.m again eastern standard time . My third night of dealing with sick toddler. I'm now sick my damn self along with he pregnant hormonal mother. Schizophrenically switching between blind rage at the slightest offense too full fledge convulsion trembling chin snotty dripping boogey nosed water works. Examples of trigger events include breathing loud at night, letting one pinky finger cross our queen side bed into her fart zone. Not speeding home risking arrest to be there within one hour after you punch the clock. Believe it or not I can live with all those. It gets way more petty from there it's best not to dwell. Unlike my female counterpart. I simply can't remember what irritated me 2 days ago let alone 6 months.
The Last time I lucked out. In Continuation of the chauvinist stereotypes I seek to perpetuate . I'm going to let all the younger crowd in on a peculiarity of life. When your romantically involved with a woman for Any period of time longer than 3 months your in for some shit.
When it's that time of month there will be two camps you will find yourself squarely in one or the other. She will either be disgusted at the mere sight of your ugly mug for 3-7 days. The ladder it will be as if cupid himself pierced her heart with the arrows of love or Aphrodite roofied her. This too will only last 3-7 days. They usually self segregate as well. She will be head over heals singing your praises. While being enraged like a bull that'd just been prodded to her own immediate family. If you are on her shit list instead. Then this love will go to the strangers an friends that usually treat them indifferent or awfully. Will be maddening you get to be a door mat an her smell will have the domino's guy tryna cuck you. Home Wrecking trifling girlfriends sisters relatives practically singing theme songs an going rara with pom poms doing back flips in malevolent glee. Period blood wet pussy smells identical. No wonder silly boys are always coming off looking as brash as they are dumb. No one but Hannibal lectors an chimp behavioural experts we hope are not getting laid can figure that shit out on the 100th never mind the first try. That's not much predictive power who cares you may say. The trick is the median. The difference between how well she's treating whom ever an how rotten she being to you or vice versa. That difference is her baseline . You want to get real thorough an experimental introduced nana mama grandma or auntie.
Viola complex modeling in action Can't confirm this other than with my baby momma an her girlfriends. Females cycles sync sacred feminine in action. Would be bad taste an a can of worm to ask them. So gonna have to take it on faith at face value.
So where was I. Third night of nasty chest cold. Literally my daughter's waking up in-between coffing fits chocking on flem. Seriously thought she might stop breathing. First night was real bad it just wouldn't stop. She finally throws up at nearly 4 a.m an it's settles to a whistling wheezing noise.
The rub Until you hit day 4 or of the fever is over 103° F. Look it that it's 39. Something Celsius I thought it was 33. The doctors don't want to see you. Can't do anything for you or maybe shouldn't to be fair. Tylenol plenty of fluids monitor if there filling diapers I still capillary refills. Squeeze there fingers and toes make sure the blood flows back in an less than 2 seconds. Check pulse in 2 places an count how many breaths a minute. For the most part that's above an beyond an only making me an my ego feel better. Can't give them meth I mean Sudafed if there under 12 unless your a physiatrist haha. Most things are viral the fever is there body fighting it off. Today she wouldn't even eat salt an peanut butter made me nuts. This is not me being anti modern medicine. When she was only 1 an half an then again a year later. She got super sick bags under eyes pale white I thought lethargic an non responsive. You see I was wrong tho. Unless they mean blue an dead still have no idea what would be worse. When she wouldn't wake up after sleeping 3 hours an fever stayed at 103° 2 hours after Tylenol. It freaked me out enough to go to the E.R. Unless there blue an dead from not breathing or steams coming off then like an acne cartoon. Then you only have 6- 1 hr to say your prayers an a whole team can't do anything. One final note I hope to never experience. Why a fever would last over 1 week to have to return to the E.R. Anything I have read has been equally rare a disease as horrific.
So back to our story. Been up a few days . Darling daughter decided she has to go potty. No big deal potty she likes is down stairs. I open are bedroom say make sure to tell your mom to help you. This little girl decided to shit on the bleeping stairway. Why how when I don't know. I soon go down stairs to get ginger ale. I keep smelling shit an can't figure out why. I check on the rug in the other room where our dog always drops her presents. It's dry as a bone. Then I hear thump thump thump. My little monsters running down the stairs. She says daddy I got poop on my foot. Bingo found it,. Look down there is poop on my foot as well. Go to get some bleach wipes an paper towels. She just starts freaking out an running away. Making poop paw prints across three whole rooms. Paw patrol to the rescue rubble on the double chase is an acronym not a show dog.
I give up on her clean my own foot some of the prints heading to the stairs. She runs back grabs the paper towels says me help. Runs to the largest turd smears it into the rug then picks it up. Of course we got the wood stairs with the carpet trim I'm not sure what it's called. I yell at her to stop like an idiot so then she sits down in the other pile. Shake my head an go back to cleaning what I can. Once the only thing left is her. She them refuses to let me wipe her foot or take her pants off. I don't know if you ever delt with sick children there clingy an resistance is futile. So this doesn't drag on after some screaming matches an tears with her mom an me. We get to sleep with her rolled up in a blanket at my feet. Was suppose to work at 8 a.m. I. Went in at 12 o'clock my black hoodie reeking like the after smell of cannabis or cigarettes smoke except mine was feces.
All this being said I have another draft I never published. I'm a stickler for due diligence an making an effort. I don't get writers block so much as. When I do think of something I would like to ramble on about. By the time I can take a seat to jot it down it's long been forgotten. So, what probably wasn't that important anyways right?? Little narcissist thinks we should have every dumbass thought bouncing between his ears lamented in Stone . To that I say some piece of me maybe more than a little one sure-do.
F*** you and your mama antinatalist I would I'm a dirty devil dog like Ezekiel and tresemme tresemme ooh la la hah
An that's not the point. I've experience the most frustrating forms of deja Vu you can imagine. When I was little I had vivid dreams of an inventions or trinket. A few years later would see the damn thing on the shopping network at midnight. Can't tell you how many times. My grandfather's friends kin folk lottery numbers came up the one night we didn't play them. Even had sever foot pain problems from 1 years old too today. So far other than slight swelling an discoloration comes an goes for no rhyme or reason. I wish I had been into Tarot cards an zodiacs signs as a teenager . Would have gotten me way further gaven me underserved confidence. Even if it blew up in my face financially maybe have gotten me laid. Shit Mr. Technocrats for life boy genius Sam Vaknin
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ORIGINAL RESEARCH article
Front. Neurol., 16 June 2020
Sec. Neuro-Ophthalmology
https://doi.org/10.3389/fneur.2020.00469
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Neuro-Ophthalmology Editor's Pick 2021
https://www.govinfo.gov/content/pkg/CHRG-107hhrg81780/html/CHRG-107hhrg81780.htm